Patience towards Phathiswa bank

PATIENCE AFFIRMATIONS

• My mind is full of patience thoughts towards myself

• I am very patient with myself

• Even I have short, medium and long term deasease, I am very patient with myself because God is my healer and he can use Himself directly or any certified professional for my healing

• I forgive and forget all the mistakes of my past. I am growing steady and strong in the Lord

• I am perfected in my patience God says so in James

• It takes forever for me to be angry with myself

• I have a calm and a peaceful spirit

• I have a calm and peaceful mindset

• I have calm and peaceful thoughts

• I bear the pain caused by the other or myself without retaliating or swinging back

• I have a calm and peaceful mentality

• I always bear calmly any attack, lies, delays, postponements, upsetting situations engineered systematically against me

• No matter the emotional, mental and physical pain I am always calm and I stand my ground boldly with an inner peace smile

• I pray for patience even if I am suffering a long dreadful disease knowing that my God is Jehovah Rafah the Lord that heals me completely (remember Fefe, Covid 19, my Gran, demonic deliverance from troubled childhood traumas. He healed all of them) all my disease and that no disease no matter how painful or dreadful has been given power by God to consume me. Ask Job Phathiswa. Job 2v4 "Skin for skin!" Satan replied. "A man will give all he has for his own life. 5But stretch out your hand and strike his flesh and bones, and he will surely curse you to your face." 6 The LORD said to Satan, "Very well, then, he is in your hands; but you must spare his life."

• I am not an injured victim, I process, understand my emotions and act in a Godly patient manner. I do not retaliate or lash out in my emotions, get emotions to consume me, I do not ignore or suppress my emotions and yet I do not allow my emotions to take over.

• I act and reach out of care and love towards myself

• I bear an enormous amount of suffering and rejection up until I act out in love and truth towards myself and others - AZOLA AND MALS CASE

• I am forever understanding towards myself and others

• I have patience of faith borne towards God

• I always on God's salvation no matter what

• I have patient hope towards myself

• I am considerate towards myself

• I am patient even to the hour of death towards myself and others

• I have immeasurable fortitude

• I finish what I started no matter how many breaks inbetween or how slow I am. I finish what I have started period. I have the finishing grace from my Father.

• I am not a quitter but a completer

• I have immeasurable perseverance when facing trouble

• I have slowness in avenging wrongs

• The Lord has blessed me with the Grace not to retaliate the wrong

What is corporates treat us gold mines. The dig with excavators to get more than what they paid for and allowed to mine and then when they cannot not get anything more out of us they chucks into a municipal bin without even looking at us. I NEED GOD TO PROTECT MY MIND AT WORK AND EVERYTHING AT WORK. THE BABYLONIAN SYSTEMS MORE THAN WHAT IT PAYS. IT SCARES, RAISES BARS, IT DUMPS BUT HEY MY FATHER IS WITH ME AND HIS FINISHING GRACE. ALSO I NEED TO PROTECT MYSELF BY RESTING IN GOD.......LORD GIVE ME GRACE TO OVERCOME AND THRIVE IN BABYLON. I NEED GOD'S GRACE AND WISDOM IN THIS SYSTEM

SITUATIONS WHERE THE LORD GAVE ME THE GRACE TO BE CALM AND HAVE FORTITUDE AND TENACITY

• FOAL when there was a split. I had been bypassed several times for a promotion to be a Pastor deliberately. Mama had her choices/preferences. I really protected her many times but blately rejected by the family even in meetings and big church conferences. I took ICAS therapy a lot for 6 months. Went to the social worker. Prayed and fasted about and spoke to Stani. Thank you father for the Grace of patience. That was not me. That was you and wanted me to still continue with Ma. I got tired. I guess the continued tithe is the seed of patience from you. I still do not know what made me continue in the covenant. That is definitely not me but you. Father I pray to be faithful till the end.
  

• SAICA - That degree was difficult and it was Apartheid structured. Funded by the Grace of God through my Aunt. After failing auditing. I mean there was nothing we could do. We were the merger guene pigs. I de-registered auditing because bezibuya. Graduated recorded time after many sleepless nights and I transferred some units to UNISA using my uncles money and Siya's money. Tried CIMA. Attended every Saturday class at Sandton. Fought with Naveen for a CIMA bursary. Failed by less than 10% (structural fail because I was not exposed to a lot of business units as CIMA is not supported in South Africa). Forced by my Aunts to take Naksie to school whether I like it or not. That R13k was deducted without the company blinking. I failed. Did my research. Registered a UNISA CIMA honours. Was getting married. No career coach or advisor or accountability partner. Brutal husband Bruce was. Never supportive, he expected me to cook everyday ngibhala ihonours. What was a one year degree was completed in 3 years. Registered CIMA again WITH an employer bursary failed by 8%. I took tutorials in SRI Lanka. Con-currently registered for SAIPA Project Achiever classes where Dr Ismal team (common Grace, he was Islam. God can use anyone and anything in his creation nothing is difficult for God) was tasked by God to work at the found of non-qualified Accountants with Fasset. Passed board first time and I was the most committed student. Emma and Mlungisi laughed at us. Got dumped for not having family time. Registered MCompt Emma ridiculed me, I was never given any leave except by Alistair. Thuli saw me as competition. Now I am left with Research only in my Masters. The very same SAIPA they were laughing about God used it for entrance at the University together with the Masters.
  

• Fefe's sickness -

• Bruce the father and Bruce the husband -

• Divorce -

• Accounting career -

• Thembelani -

• Z -

• Naksie -

• My mother and the whole family -

• Covid - 19