In all this chaos, madness, disappointment and hurt who do I choose to be?

- Look it hurts like hell, I could take rejection from my mother, boyfriend but Pastors rejection and teachers rejection it was the last straw, last straw.

- I love both these places and my security was severely threatened, look my life and understanding came to nothing. Stand still. How long do I have to prove myself?

- I was hurt by rejection at work. I mean did I not work hard in the past 6 months? Did I not contribute fairly to the team? Why the sudden rejection.

- I feel like never attending any university social functions again. They are just picky. Why not follow up if you can follow up with work?

-Anyways one student Hlela sent this lovely text.

- Just when I thought of being lukewarm and rude to everyone and not care

- I don't have to prove myself to anyone, not now, not before not after this. I don't have to fight for acceptance anywhere in my life. ANYWHERE!!

-I AM THE BEST LECTURER AND MY BEST IS MORE THAN ENOUGH

-I AM A GOOD PERSON AND I AM RIGHTEOUS AND MY GOOD IS MORE THAN ENOUGH AND IN A CHRISTLESS SITUATION I CHOOSE TO SHOW CHRIST FOREVER THROUGH LOVE, KINDNESS, PEACE, FELLOWSIP, GRACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, WARMTH, HELPFULNESS, EXCITEMENT FOR LIFE AND I WILL NO T BE CHANGED BY PEOPLE'S NOR ORGANISATIONAL LUKEWARMNESS.

-NO ADDICTION, NO ALCHOHOL. NO HATING CHRIST AND THE CHURCH

- ME EMBRACING CHRIST AND FAIRHFULNESS IN SERVING HIM IN NEW AN INNOVATIVE WAYS.

- NO ONE CAN CONTROL HOW I SERVE CHRIST TO HIS KINGDOM, HUMANITY AND THE WORLD.

- CHRIST ALONE I CHOSE TO SERVE.

- I CHOSE TO GIVE THE BEST VERSION OF MYSELF, THE ONE THAT IS EXCITED AND EMBRACES AND ENGAGES LIFE. HAPPY PHATHI NO MATTER WHAT.